Kai Wingo - Women and Entheogens

Filmed at Breaking Convention: 3rd International Conference on Psychedelic Consciousness, 10-12th July, 2015

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I am KY Wingo and I decided to use my

Buckeyes

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story as a way to to explain how magical

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the entheogens are working with us and

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working with women especially because we

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have a limited time I'm going to start

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my journey with Buckeyes uh as I started

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to get into a path of spiritual journey

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I started studying metaphysics and and I

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heard that there was a folklore that

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said if you keep Buckeyes in your pocket

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that you'll always have money in your

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pocket and this was a time where I was

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on a path looking for my way in life

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close to turning 40 I decided that this

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spoke to me and it was interesting

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because as a child growing up in Ohio in

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the United States this is the state of

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the Buckeye the Buckeye State and I

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always found them as a child but I

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realized it had been awhile since I saw

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Buckeyes so I thought that this was

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something that was for me something that

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spoke to me and I looked for Buckeyes I

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spoke to different people met different

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people and they all led me to different

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places but what I found mostly was there

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there was a disconnection with nature

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for me as much as I thought I was

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connected with nature I couldn't

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identify the trees if they didn't have

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Buckeyes underneath them so it was a

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challenge and for some reason this

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challenge led me to a man at the farmers

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market who sold mushrooms somebody told

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me you need to look for the month of the

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mushroom man he can tell you where to go

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so that sounds very auspicious and it

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sounds like something I should go to and

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when I found them he was a very happy

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smiling man at the market maybe because

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he had a line of people buying

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wonderful mushrooms from him but he told

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me he would bring them to me and all as

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well as he dropped them off to me but

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the thing that happened that was so

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crazy and unexpected was that I ended up

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at his mushroom farm and I invited my

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whole family because that sounded like

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something just very strange and and

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wonderful so we went to the mushroom

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farm and we saw a tour of different

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mushrooms oysters shiitakes and he told

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us all about how to grow them and how

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they were helping the environment and it

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was very interesting but just to spice

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it up I guess my dad decided to ask what

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about the psychedelic mushrooms so so he

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asked her very pleasantly you don't want

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to be caught with them but studies are

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showing that the same parts of your

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brain that lights up when people are on

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psychedelic mushrooms coincides with the

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parts of the brain that lights up when

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people are in deep meditation or in

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church and so that spoke to me and I put

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that in the back of my mind because that

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was definitely spiritual the next week

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at work my coworker invited me to a

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psychedelic lecture which I didn't know

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was a psychedelic lecture he just said a

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mushroom lecture and I said hmm you know

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this was my coworker he he was a

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capoeira instructor I was an African

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drum and dance instructor we were all

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working in a safe and drug-free schools

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department in Cleveland School District

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so so I went to decided to go to this

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mushroom lecture because I knew that was

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something important I'm just at a

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mushroom farm now here's a mushroom

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lecture and it did turn out to be a

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psychedelic lecture and it showed me how

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our ancestors were involved with with

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mushrooms and how they use them to to

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get into these different realms and make

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and and and use them for rites of

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passage and and and other different

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things which was really just excited me

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so I went back to the mushroom man I

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said you know I just found out

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even more great news about mushrooms and

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he saw my excitement he said you know

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you should think about growing mushrooms

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and you need a book by Paul Stamets

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growing gourmet and medicinal mushrooms

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it's the mushroom Bible everyone has and

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if they want to start their own mushroom

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farm something interesting to me is

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sound like a big project you know not

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something I expected for this spiritual

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journey that I was on but interesting

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enough but I did decide to keep studying

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keep looking for information about how

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is changing our ecosystem how it's

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changing different people with drug

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problems and just different things just

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amazed me next thing I know I ended up

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the FT mushroom festival and Telluride

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Colorado where I was able to actually

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not only get the book but I had the man

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Paul Stamets there to give me

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information and I and I brought that

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information home and I just thought it

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was so interesting that all these things

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were happening so fast that this just

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must be the right path for me but

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unfortunately my family and my friends

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they did not understand that path

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so it was something that that revealed

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personalities that showed me who people

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really were and I just saw that as

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something very interesting because I had

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not taken not one psychedelic mushroom

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but yet it changed me in so many ways

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that I was able to see people who they

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were and I was able to actually learn

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from growing these mushrooms because I

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started a I started a group we started

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studying we started growing mushrooms

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and and of course we just give them away

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because I I was giving into everyone's

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else thoughts about how mushrooms might

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be a bad choice so I just wanted to make

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sure I eased up on this very slowly and

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carefully and

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and it was something that was an anomaly

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anomaly I'm sorry I'm a little nervous

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here but I do appreciate you all for for

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being patient for me so so on this

Mushroom Farm

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journey I decided to to stay with it I

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ended up getting a divorce I ended up

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getting and I also ended up getting laid

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off the office of safe and drug-free

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schools no longer had grants and instead

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of reapplying to the school in a

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different department I decided you know

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what I'm going to take my destiny in my

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own hands and I started the Buckeye

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mushroom farm so it was very interesting

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that these things just worked out I just

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happen to live near a neighborhood

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called the Buckeye neighborhood and so I

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said hey it must be a reason for that

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and I also decided to start selling

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mushrooms at the mushroom farm I mean at

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the farmers markets I got into a whole

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totally different career of course with

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a different group of people now I'm

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dealing with people who thought about

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local food who thought about sustaining

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energy who thought about how to do

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things differently instead of working

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this nine-to-five every day and so I

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just I was just amazed at how these

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mushrooms changed my life and I and I

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actually studied for a few years before

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I actually decided to partake of

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mushrooms and have an experience my

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first experience was very different and

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unique my mother was my sitter

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only because she hid her nervousness so

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well and I while I sat in the basement

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I took a five grams because I had the

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the same protocol that Muthu talked to

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you about and I saw beautiful lights and

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colors and shapes and everything that I

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had heard of and I'm sitting there going

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wow this is what they're talking about

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these are the shapes this is so amazing

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the next thing I know I heard if you

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think that's something we really have

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something to show you

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unfortunately that just scared me out of

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my skin so I don't want to be here

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anymore

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they you know they backed up off me but

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I learned that it was something that I

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still thought that I was ready for I was

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ready for something different I was

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ready for a change in life and I didn't

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know that when I really got it what I

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was going to get but I decided to go in

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again and push the envelope see what I

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could do next time if I could stay with

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it you know if it's something for me I

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would definitely surely know and it was

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for me seven grams nine grams later I'm

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looking for other people to share this

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with and there were no one there was no

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one I could share it with because of my

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community who also gave in to him and

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gave in to the the stigmas attached to

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mushrooms so I went on another quest

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looking for women looking for women like

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myself in the States and I found that

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there were very few in my community and

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so when I when I did go to the NCO genic

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conference I decided to talk about women

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and entheogens

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and what I found was that women wanted

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to talk about that even more than at the

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time

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and so they did approach me I decided to

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start a group called women and

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entheogens we're on Facebook if you

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would like to look us up and the

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response was wonderful women from all

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over the state somehow joined this group

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they had lots of questions lots of

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stories to share and what I found was

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that with each journey I learned more

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about myself which each journey that

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they shared with me I still learned more

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about myself so of course the next step

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was to have a conference and the

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beautiful part about that is that so

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many women spoke up and I got the chance

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to meet them I had been reading about

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the history of psychedelics in the

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United States and I got to meet some of

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these wonderful people as I went and

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looked sought out different people one

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of the people I sought out with Carolyn

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Mountain girl Garcia some of you might

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be familiar with her she was on the bus

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further and with the merry band of merry

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pranksters with Terence Mckenna

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and that history I was just so outdone

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that this was possible for me and so

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when she said she would be at the

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woman's visionary Congress I knew that

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was somewhere I wanted to be as well as

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when I was at the mushroom festival and

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tell you why I was able to meet hidden

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mountain who was also part of the

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women's visionary Congress this is a

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picture of me at the mushroom farm these

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are austere mushrooms it's a wonderful

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thing about waster mushrooms is that

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they grow so fast and they're able to

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change different organic material into

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something that they can digest that

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they're able to clean up oil spills so

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if you heard of if you heard of Paul

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Stamets he was

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challenged with the with cleaning up an

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oil spill he was actually in a contest

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where they had other different large

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businesses that use different ways of

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cleaning it up that was challenged also

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to use their different ways some of them

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used chemicals some of them used other

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things well the thing that worked the

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best was the oyster mushrooms because

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they were able to eat them ether oil and

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digest it the mushrooms were allowed to

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grow when the mushrooms grew the bugs

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came to eat the mushrooms bugs attract

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birds when the birds came they brought

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seeds now instead of a big stinky pile

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of oil we had an oasis oasis of life

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growing from from something that you

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think that nothing could come from this

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is a picture of me at the women's

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visionary Congress to my right is hidden

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mountain and to my left

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Carolyn Garcia I find the in Theo genic

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people like no other

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are the are the warmest most people who

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are able to see like no because the veil

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is lifted I believe they're able to see

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through all the [ __ ] they can see

Change Your Mind

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exactly who you are and if you know and

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so that's what I just really love about

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entheogens and I think that this is a

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way that that we can change things

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because changing your mind is the way we

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can get rid of poverty it's the way we

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can get rid of hunger because there is

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no food shortage really there is there's

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no shortage of space for people to live

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but if we buy into that illusion then

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we'll then we'll actually make that

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bigger you know make it a bigger problem

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because we give it our energy but once

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we understand it it's all an illusion we

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can really make a difference that's how

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you can change things so it's great the

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people in my neighborhood are growing

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local food

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and trying to get people to buy into

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that but until we change our minds I

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don't think much will happen but

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entheogens is a way we can do that this

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is a picture I don't know who who grows

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these but this is psilocybin mushrooms

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growing and this is something that

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anyone can do in the privacy of their

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own home which i believe is so important

Mushrooms

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because we have things like people

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traveling traveling to Peru and Colombia

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in different places but people in my

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community might not be able to afford to

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do that as well as when the tourists go

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to these different places sometimes you

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have the problem of them raping the land

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them not giving back so the babies are

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taken of the iboga plant and now it's

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it's in the it's challenge now is it

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could be gone in a few years we might

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not see the iboga plant but with

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mushrooms I can take one single mushroom

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and grow hundreds of pounds of mushrooms

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just by cloning it or I can gather the

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spores and have an unlimited supply of

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mushrooms and I can grow it with things

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that are resources that are around me

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leaves trees straw anything organic

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which means I can go to the basement and

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find blue jeans you know anything that I

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anything that you can think of you can

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grow mushrooms from so I think that this

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might be the way to go and I think this

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is the one of the first ways that we use

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mushrooms because mushrooms did not need

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to be processed any type of way all

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chemically so you didn't need a pot you

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didn't you didn't need fire you could

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just pick the mushroom and actually eat

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it and have an experience

Hoop House

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this is a picture of the hoop house that

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just maracas miraculously appeared I

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never knew that I could get a hoop house

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I didn't have much money I worked for

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the Cleveland School District but

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somehow all I had to do is make a couple

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of steps and things were open things

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things went my way so there was a grant

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that was available to get the hoop house

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put up as well as a grant available that

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I was able to use one u.s. dollar to get

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a lei to get a lot a piece of land to

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put this hoop house on these are the

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beautiful I'm Anita muscaria the

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funniest thing about mushrooms are

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they're all around whether we notice

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them or not so I was amazed to find in

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my next-door neighbor's house I'm Anita

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muscaria and I must have driven past it

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so many so many times but in Ohio where

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the altitude is you've noticed that

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these are yellow and not red like the

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normal I'm Anita muscaria were used to

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but these are definitely around

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everywhere this is my lab which I'm very

Mushroom Lab

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proud of I got a group together

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basically we had to build a box we put a

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squirrel cage motor on top so that the

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air can flow through the HEPA filter

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cleaning 99.9% of all the pollen and

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dust and things out of the air and then

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we had a sterile environment that we can

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grow mushrooms with so so basically this

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was my first investment as a as a

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mushroom farmer and it didn't take a lot

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of money it didn't take a lot of years

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in US university or college it just took

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some time and some discipline and

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wanting to do it and next thing I know I

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was

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I had like a the biggest laboratory that

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I knew of in Cleveland so so there's not

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much competition for me in Cleveland

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there are no mushroom farmers in

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Cleveland except you except me and I

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have the first and only mushroom farm

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that actually grows commercial mushrooms

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now the thing about it is of course I

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cannot grow psychedelic mushrooms I can

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only grow the gourmet and medicinal but

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it does not stop me from teaching and

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encouraging others to do this to do the

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same okay so that's the end of my

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slideshow

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I don't think we're doing questions are

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we

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[Applause]


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